As I hinted in my last post, there
are times in a writer’s life when the words don’t
come easily. The months during which I wrote The Dragon’s Hunt, beginning in November 2016, were some of the worst. When I finished Hunt, I
assumed I was over that hurdle, that slogging through mental mud for words. But
the next book in the Sisters in Sin
series is proving to be just as difficult to write.
But as
I said before, writer’s write, regardless of whether the words come easily and
regardless of what’s going on in the world around them—and sometimes they write
because it’s the only thing they can do.
After my first and second novels got
rejection after rejection, I spent
eight years in a creative depression, writing nothing. Well, not exactly nothing; I revised both books
incessantly. And that did finally come to something with my first break in
publishing with my novella The Devil’s
Garden; and later, one of my endlessly revised novels was published as the Looking Glass Gods trilogy. But those breaks didn't come until I’d finally written something new. And those
years of not creating anything felt like not being truly alive.
It’s the
main reason I keep going even when I’m not feeling it. Like Buffy Summers sang
in Once More With Feeling, sometimes
going through the motions is all you can do, with the hope that you’ll feel
alive again at some point and regain that sense of wonder that makes you
create in the first place.
On
Saturday, I was lucky enough to see someone else’s wonderful creation: the new Wonder Woman movie. There were a lot of
moments in this fantastic movie that reminded me how important even the
smallest acts of resistance are in a dark world. As Steve Trevor said when Diana
asked him why he was bothering to do his small part to end the war, “You can do
nothing, or you can do something. I tried doing nothing.” Me too, Steve Trevor.
Me too. There’s one particular moment later in the film when Diana takes that
advice to heart and makes an effort against the darkness that seems impossible,
and that impossible effort inspires everyone around her to do the same.
So
we do what we can do, even if it may not change the world, and
my little bit of something, my act of resistance—against my own darkness and
the darkness in the world—is writing about love…and occasionally about punching
Nazis.
Writing
romance can be a revolutionary act, believing in love and hope when they seem
almost impossible. As Diana discovers in Wonder Woman, “only love can truly save the world.” And I am still on the side of love.
2 comments:
Great post, Jane. Fake it 'til you make it. Writing every day is advice we hear all the time--even when we don't feel like it, when we think what we write is crap. One of the reasons I write HEA books is that I believe in love and hope. That's a fantastic cover for Sisters in Sin Book 2. Very compelling.
Love the theme of persistence and hope in your post, Jane! I believe those little acts are like ripples across the universe...they start out so, so small and spread into something huge, even if it sometimes takes a long, long time. I've heard great things about the new Wonder Woman movie too - it's definitely on my must see list!
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